So there is this friend of mine who is worried, well, more like terrified of this guy she's talking to. I mean, obviously, he's all wrong for her and every one sees it but her. I mean, I dont think I would want to be with a guy who wants me one days and then acts like I'm nothing the next. This friend of mine is great, I mean, since I moved to Alice she's the first real friend I met. Granted she's a little self-obsessed but she's still cool in my book. I just figure that she's with this guy and doesnt know how to handle it and just needs to talk...alot. lol.
I mean, I've meet the guy and he seems nice but I mean, in reality every one seems nice when you first meet them. Huh??
Monday, May 4, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Love Shows
OK, so now-a-days there is always some love show that one TV. I love New York, A shot at love, Tough Love, reality dating, and even that stupid Daisy Finds Love. OMFG people, get a grip already!!!!
I mean, seriously, I know love is an important part to life but some on, it seems like all people are worried about is if Daisy find love and who ends up with New York. I mean, I myself have watched these shows and I for one am not impressed. Its not finding love, its a race. A game. I can understand the ironic side to that, seeing as how love is a game but seriously. This is stupid. We need some other kind of TV show. Its not that these shows aren't interesting because they are but I sick and tired of turning on my TV and seeing New York, Daisy and Tila Tequila. I mean, talk about desperate.I've seen desperate and I myself have even been desperate at time but this is sad.
Some one much be stopped.
I mean, seriously, I know love is an important part to life but some on, it seems like all people are worried about is if Daisy find love and who ends up with New York. I mean, I myself have watched these shows and I for one am not impressed. Its not finding love, its a race. A game. I can understand the ironic side to that, seeing as how love is a game but seriously. This is stupid. We need some other kind of TV show. Its not that these shows aren't interesting because they are but I sick and tired of turning on my TV and seeing New York, Daisy and Tila Tequila. I mean, talk about desperate.I've seen desperate and I myself have even been desperate at time but this is sad.
Some one much be stopped.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
My rollercoaster :D
This whole guy problem really got to me the past couple of days, I mean, it just so happened that every thing happened at once and then I started thinking...I don't need a guy. I mean, I'm good just being Gina. Of course I'm going to have those days were I'm feeling really under the sun but who doesn't? I mean, seriously, I don't think I need a guy to be happy. That's what music is for, to make people feel good. Right?
So, I have come to the conclusion that every thing happens for a reason and that I shouldn't stress about it and I'm not. There's a guy out there for me somewhere, he's not perfect nor is her Brad Pitt but I don't care. I mean, when its meant to happen...its gonna happen. So for now, I'm single as a rock star and all though I'm not loving the single life but I'm adjusting to it. And when the time comes to meet my Mr. imperfect he's going to have to realize that I'm not joining his world he's joining mine. My crazy, goofy, stress full roller coaster life.
So, here's a note to Mr. future imperfect :
Respect the roller coaster babe.
Respect it ... on you'll be run over honey.
:D
So, I have come to the conclusion that every thing happens for a reason and that I shouldn't stress about it and I'm not. There's a guy out there for me somewhere, he's not perfect nor is her Brad Pitt but I don't care. I mean, when its meant to happen...its gonna happen. So for now, I'm single as a rock star and all though I'm not loving the single life but I'm adjusting to it. And when the time comes to meet my Mr. imperfect he's going to have to realize that I'm not joining his world he's joining mine. My crazy, goofy, stress full roller coaster life.
So, here's a note to Mr. future imperfect :
Respect the roller coaster babe.
Respect it ... on you'll be run over honey.
:D
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Guy Problem
So do you really think that some one can find their soul mate on line??
I mean, I NEVER believed in stuff like that before. I mean, you cant get to know some one with a screen between the two of you, can you? Well, I've live my life, knowing that well...Internet love isn't possible. So I never gave it a try until that whole myspace thing came along. I created a profile and soon enough guys wanted to meet me. One of the many things I don't do is meet people that I've meet online. Its just weird. Every time I emailed those guys who wanted to "hook up" I would tell that I didn't meet people that Ive meet online and just like they came into my inbox they were out of it.
I didn't mind, really I didn't seeing as how I didn't know them.
There was this guy who had emailed me out of the blue, saying he was moving into Kingsville and read my profile...thinking I was interesting and blah blah blah. I told him exactly what Ive told the other about my rule. No meeting any one I met online. He agreed and I thought that would be the end of it. I figured he would leave me alone and not even bother with me, you know, like the others. Needless to say I didn't think any thing about him at the time. That was about what, six months ago?? He and I have been emailing each other for quite some time now and well, I have come to realize I really like this guy. I mean, REALLY like this guy. Its not love or anything, but I mean, its REALLY like. Ya know??
Anyways...
I log on to my profiled account just to check if I have an email from him and when (or if) I do, I cant help but smile. I have gotten to know him and talked to him via-messenger twice both of those conversations being an hour or so long. I have gotten to know this guy and I cant believe I have realized this but I like him. Some times I feel like some phsyco chick that cant control herself but I know I'm FAR from it. I mean, I'm not crazy. I might be goofy and odd looking but crazy enough to make some one else think I'm crazy...well, that I'm not. lol.
He is the first guy I've EVER been attracted to that I met online. I have gone to the extent of giving him my number, one thing I told myself I would NEVER do and even asking him out.
I don't think I'm making myself clear. I am the most shiest girl in the world. Think of the quietest girl in your class who never talked expect when spoken to...that's me, TIMES A FUCKING MILLION!!!!!! I walk with my head down, I'm scared to meet new people because I'm scared they'll let me down like every one else in my life, I'm the type who would rather read a book than go to a club.
I don't know what to do, I mean, I really like this guy and I even told this guy who asked me out I was talking to some one which is beyond the truth seeing as how I'm single as can be. I mean, I didnt say I was going out with this Internet guy or anything because well, that would just be a flat out lie and I dont think I can lie to some one. I just simply said, "I'm talking to some one" which could be true. I mean, that guy in the mall wouldnt know I was lying. Would he? Urgh. I don't know what kind of hold this Internet guy has on me but I'm starting to feel like I cant break away from it.
I always tell myself that, everything happens for a reason and if he doesn't like me I shouldn't push it but this guy...he's different. I find myself pushing far beyond the line I usually cross. I've only met him once, for a brief moment but didn't realize it was him until he was gone.
I don't know what to do about him, its like I'm watching on of those romantic movies and just when the movie is getting good and I'm at the Edge of my seat...the power goes out and the movie is no longer there.
What do you do when the movie your dieing to watch suddenly, well, isn't there??
I hope that made sense...
I mean, I NEVER believed in stuff like that before. I mean, you cant get to know some one with a screen between the two of you, can you? Well, I've live my life, knowing that well...Internet love isn't possible. So I never gave it a try until that whole myspace thing came along. I created a profile and soon enough guys wanted to meet me. One of the many things I don't do is meet people that I've meet online. Its just weird. Every time I emailed those guys who wanted to "hook up" I would tell that I didn't meet people that Ive meet online and just like they came into my inbox they were out of it.
I didn't mind, really I didn't seeing as how I didn't know them.
There was this guy who had emailed me out of the blue, saying he was moving into Kingsville and read my profile...thinking I was interesting and blah blah blah. I told him exactly what Ive told the other about my rule. No meeting any one I met online. He agreed and I thought that would be the end of it. I figured he would leave me alone and not even bother with me, you know, like the others. Needless to say I didn't think any thing about him at the time. That was about what, six months ago?? He and I have been emailing each other for quite some time now and well, I have come to realize I really like this guy. I mean, REALLY like this guy. Its not love or anything, but I mean, its REALLY like. Ya know??
Anyways...
I log on to my profiled account just to check if I have an email from him and when (or if) I do, I cant help but smile. I have gotten to know him and talked to him via-messenger twice both of those conversations being an hour or so long. I have gotten to know this guy and I cant believe I have realized this but I like him. Some times I feel like some phsyco chick that cant control herself but I know I'm FAR from it. I mean, I'm not crazy. I might be goofy and odd looking but crazy enough to make some one else think I'm crazy...well, that I'm not. lol.
He is the first guy I've EVER been attracted to that I met online. I have gone to the extent of giving him my number, one thing I told myself I would NEVER do and even asking him out.
I don't think I'm making myself clear. I am the most shiest girl in the world. Think of the quietest girl in your class who never talked expect when spoken to...that's me, TIMES A FUCKING MILLION!!!!!! I walk with my head down, I'm scared to meet new people because I'm scared they'll let me down like every one else in my life, I'm the type who would rather read a book than go to a club.
I don't know what to do, I mean, I really like this guy and I even told this guy who asked me out I was talking to some one which is beyond the truth seeing as how I'm single as can be. I mean, I didnt say I was going out with this Internet guy or anything because well, that would just be a flat out lie and I dont think I can lie to some one. I just simply said, "I'm talking to some one" which could be true. I mean, that guy in the mall wouldnt know I was lying. Would he? Urgh. I don't know what kind of hold this Internet guy has on me but I'm starting to feel like I cant break away from it.
I always tell myself that, everything happens for a reason and if he doesn't like me I shouldn't push it but this guy...he's different. I find myself pushing far beyond the line I usually cross. I've only met him once, for a brief moment but didn't realize it was him until he was gone.
I don't know what to do about him, its like I'm watching on of those romantic movies and just when the movie is getting good and I'm at the Edge of my seat...the power goes out and the movie is no longer there.
What do you do when the movie your dieing to watch suddenly, well, isn't there??
I hope that made sense...
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